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Bucuresti, Romania
I`m a passionate person. I`m childish. Serious. I`m committed. I`m a teaser. I`m a die-hard fan of art, nature, little [but so meaningful] things. I cherish my family. I appreciate beauty, nature, real friendship. I fall for heart-felt hugs, forehead kisses, sunsets and long walks. I`m a believer, always searching for happiness wherever I go. :)

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

In persuit of the essence


In persuit of the essence


        But what are the words actually? Where do they come from, and where are they shaping their course to? Are they energy, substance or ineffable?
Well… When monocracy seemed to have been installed forever, the refuge was the presence of the words, of the language, of the phantoms of imagination. Brilliant ideas or swooshed humdrums. Survival. The words weren’t able to change destinies, but they were therapeutic in maintaining humanity right-minded.
       In America for instance, time is everything. It is sold on TV, in every push cart with hot-dogs, in the offices of insurance companies, in slot-machines, in the hail “Have a nice day!”– that everyone automatically utters for the only reason- of getting rid of you.
       The economy of concentrated words and formulas of conventional language doesn’t come, in our case, from bareness, but from the fear of not delaying too much in a phrase that wouldn’t bring anything extra besides “Have a nice day! Time is money.”
       Let’s take, for instance, the most used word in America: ^love^, that was repeated until nothing was left of it. In there, everybody loves from morning to evening and nobody restrains from making their love public. Before hanging up, either you talk with your husband, your child, your best friend or a colleague, you’ll automatically say “love you”, a sort of “see you!” but with cordial assertions.     
       Love broadens to objects, dishes, landscapes and situations. You can incessantly hear: Oh, my God, I love this, I love that… without tinge, ignoring the existence of the synonyms (between liking, cherishing, having an appeal for somebody and loving it’s a difference based not only on intensity, but on time too). Thus, the word disappears, its force cancels, its sense evanesces, and the unthinkingly invoked love stands for.. nothing.
       It used to be so hard to utter loving words, what insensate pirouettes were making the phrases, how people used to ponder their intensity, to use an entire allusive linguistic arsenal, convinced that the inhibition it’s part of the education and that it would be indecent to steam the mystery and the energy of the most powerful word by randomly pronouncing it, or that once uttered, people would feel vulnerable. And what if, furthermore, the words would blunder into a wall? Of all that can humiliate us, the ridicule is the most blushful, isn’t it?
       Happiness’s tints hover between entertainment, having fun and enjoying, palliative obsessions to induce yourself the idea that you are actually doing something with your life. In the halls of the theatres from Broadway the comic is haunted with every gesture and every word, followed by laughter bursts.
       Paradoxically, the excessive use of pithy words (love, happiness, God, etc.) is, in fact, using occasions to shun living profoundly their sense. The language is used in reverse, not for loosing and communicating, but for hiding us beyond shallow words, for making us sink in ourselves.

Saturday, December 17, 2011

Communication^^

                        

                                                   Communication…

       - The game in which we throw words to each other just like some air balls that can hit us in the chest, bring us to the ground, or rise us up to the heaven; the art that can harmonize us with ourselves, with the world and with the divinity. But are we concerned about all these things?
       To look beyond the appearances, to make the difference between smiles, looks and gestures, to know how to interpret   them, these all are part of the unrevealed world of communication.
       In the same time, surface, work, priorities, money have led to a mechanic, superficial lifestyle, to a routine in which   saying “sorry” or “thanks”, analyzing the nature, putting the shoulder to the wheel, appreciating beauty in everything and   millions of other things are senseless. For instance, how many people still walk down the streets observing the nature, enjoying it and its everyday miracles, or just take a break and go to the park?
      We want to succeed, we want to understand and be understood, we want a better life for us and our families, and we keep looking for a method that can bring us all; but we forget to live our life. 
            We make plans after plans, we distress, but we don’t see the essential: we are healthy, we possess feelings and sensibility, we have homes, friends, opportunities; all we have to do is care, appreciate, and open our eyes. It is amazing to discover the effects of smiling, of helping or offering, to read the satisfaction on someone’s face after aiding or just being there for him or her.  


     A look, a gesture, a shoulder to cry on, a helping hand, or even a word uttered at a certain moment, could be the remedy to cure someone’s scar. 

                                                                         




Friday, December 9, 2011

A speck is friskin`

    

                           A speck is friskin`


        While I was layin` in my bed, I noticed how a frisky speck of dust was playin' in the air. I remained watchin` it and wishin' to invert the roles, although it was for 5 minutes... It would have been wonderful to hover, to feel so slightly, without fears and problems.

        There are some lil' and sensitive things that can easily make you feel better. At first glance, they seem simple,  unimportant, but if u stay and analyze them, you realize that they became kind, noble, ready to embellish your life.

        Even insensitive people become impressed by them, 'cause if they leave away the rancour,the sadness and every bad feelin` they got, they can discover lots of special and interestin` things they haven`t seen before.

        I remained soundly impressed by this mysterious and marvellous world and dint this I learnt to see many other things I missed- the things that made me smile more often and reminded me that I`m in charge of makin` my life better.

        Now I look forward to analizin` this kind of entertainin` moments..

        Remember: Hapiness is like parfume, you can`t pour on others without gettin` a few drops on yourself!  [;)]